I don't think I would be able to post on this forum if I didn't properly introduce myself, because my brain decided so and it also feels improper? Please know that I am low on spoons writing this. Anyway, my name is Nico and I am. Not very good at talking about myself and making statements about myself. I am almost 18 years old, which means that I will be legally an adult in my country soon. I have a cat that I love very much. I have been diagnosed with Aspergers as a child, but my mother says it's only slight, so it doesn't matter and doesn't affect my life. I think I disagree with her. I have a tumblr and a twitter that I deactivated today because I got overwhelmed. I get overwhelmed a lot, I think, albeit it's hard to tell because I'm not good at telling my emotions. I probably have trouble connecting to others, but that's alright. I have a crippling fear of not mattering in the great scheme of things. I love art more than anything- obviously I also participate in a lot of fandoms. I want to watch a lot of things, but I am very slow at doing so, because... because. Currently, I really like Star Wars and Magi and Hamilton and a lot of things I have forgotten about that I can't remember. I used to be a homestuck once, but I'm not really feeling it. As for why I joined, I simply felt like I should. I don't know what I'm doing and I'm scared and want to reach out to people to sort of get in contact with reality. I also like making friends and talking about things that lead to things happening and changing, even though they tend to be exhausting. I hope this makes sense...
@Wiwaxia ahhhh I love awesome deep sea creatures, the more the better, thank you!! @KathyGaele thank you! I hope so too :')
