iiiiiiii begin to see why asking for help is so hard for you. Seriously, though, your parents sound like asshats. You could always ask for donations here in one of the private subforums where they couldn't get access or, like I said, even under this subaccount name. Or maybe ask and see if you've got any trustworthy friends who would be willing to run it on your behalf? I also seriously doubt that people are as bothered or annoyed by you as you think. You may or may not be right that it won't get much, but a) something is better than nothing b) what do you have to lose, at this point? and c) practicing asking for help may be a good thing for you long-term.