Kitchen And Craft Wix Corner (Exciteable Bird, Enter At Own Risk)

We finished golems of amgarrak, tomorrow will be a small chat-and-read-pregame session and then Leliana's Song!

 

SANDRY FROM EMELAN

don't ask me why but it hit me all at once so i'm sticking to it

 

EILEEN THE CROW
from bloodborne
no idea why

 

i swear parts of the wiki article seem vaguely familiar even tho i have not read anything by tamora pierce consciously. maybe it was part of my vast semi corrupted collection of library audio books copied onto shitty cds with extremely high turn over...........

b...... birb....

 

MERRIL

 

poison ivy

I'll see myself out...

 

i always saw myself as more or a harleen quinzel, but aight :P

KHJGFDSASDFGHJKL

 

destiny guardian death scar thoughts:

• The burn marks all over Hall's frame are actually his death scars. he died bc his systems ended up fatally overheating in a massive meltdown likely caused by some sort of hack or emp attack against him
• Zener doesn't know their own death scar. It's right on the nape of their neck, a slightly slanted incision on their neck cables just under where the skull is
• Aegis' is larged frayed scar on her sternum with a smattering of smaller scars on her torso and arms. She took a grenade right to the chest. Her left hand is entirely free of scars, unlike her right :)

 

>Happy N7 Day We're Streaming Mass Effect Again Today!<​

 

sighs wistfully.......... guess i need to buy shadowkeep for this shader................ Aegis has her endgame weapons for now bc i was obscenely lucky with some exotic weapon drops and such, she's got the handcannon Sturm and the sidearm Drang and a pretty pretty golden sord and i know which armor i want to farm for so that's.... surprising? I'm not... used to actually being happy with my performance and progress in mmos

anyways, zener says goblin and glowy hoe boot rights

 

lays down
it is done. my horrible terrible deeds are done

 

Zener got nice new robes. I really need to run around and give hall some love he's lagging behind now and he's nowhere NEAR his endgame gear. I need to also buy him a braytech werewolf autorifle and choose which hunter armor i want to get for him eventually. I do know that i want a specific helmet as his exotic armor piece and i'll likely shuffle over the two extra exotic guns i got on zener to him so i can shift riskrunner to aegis since i got that dumb exotic chest armor piece that reloads autorifles automatically.
So yeah. Hall needs the celestial nighthawk helmet. I also kind of want nezarec's sin on zener too for some ~variety~ since that's actually the voidlock synergy exotic. The glowy fuckboots are just Very Useful In General since they reload yer guns while sprinting which is very good bc i have a tendency to spray and pray on them, i'm a tiny tiny bit more purposeful on Aegis since Sturm & Drang have a quite particular synergy.
anyways. on top of all that my next big project is to grind out the curse of osiris prophecy forge weapons so i can eventually get the sagira ghost shell and stick that on aegis too for Slightly Traumatic Telling Reasons and also bc it genuinely looks fucking cool. The second I saw her i was like 'aw fuck i want that ghost shell'
..... on the topic of ghost shell's, there's a premium currency one that looks like a vex harpy and i.... kinda want it for zener or Hall. Probably zener, they're a big goblin. But it'd also be very like hall to pull apart a vex harpy for the sole purpose of getting armor plating for his ghost. hmmm....

 

Ency approves of stealing Harpy Armour. The little fuckers.

 

i have acquired... more exotics in the destinies.
i have also starte din on darkest dungeon and it's great, tho i suck at it like really badly. I have no idea how you're supposed to like actually advance tbh
I think i kinda wanna play dragon age some this weekend tho i'm burning out on shooter stuff and i need to finish tinny at some point. Or maybe I should like. write a bit. YOu know. Do that hobby i actually have
someone also rly needs to remind me to get grid paper and do knit charts for the destiny symbol stuff
and while i'm at it, if i can figure out how cables work.... i could... do the original knotwork kirkwall sigil. maybe.

 

I say 'i'm burning out on shooter stuff' tbh it's mostly I feel bad bc i am so all or nothing with games, it's like i have no breaks i only have mach 4 speed. and it's... well...

Spoiler: negative personal ramblings

sometimes I worry i alienate people or make them feel bad or like... make them feel left behind i guess? and I don't want to do that I swear I don't ever want to make anyone feel like i don't value their time regardless of which hobbies or game interests we share, i'm just in this very weird situation where I'm not working and uni only happens part time, bc anything else makes me burn out so hard I'm on the verge of hysterical crying fits or fainting 90% of the time and then i feel bad about not doing things so i do things way too much and get overly invested in the weirdest shit. but also it's hyperfocus hell and i actually feel like i'm good at something I'm obsessing over for once which i don't often experience bc i'm at best like. upper average in most things bc i'm too lazy to actually put the work in to get good at things anymore. I think this is related to the bit where i never learned how to study? I don't. know how to learn things. I just know them after doing them a couple times, or reading them, or i will never manage to make it penetrate my thick idiot skull. that's also why i don't want to try new knitting things. It's scary. I'm worried I'll ruin the good wool i have bc i don't know if i'll ever actually learn how to make good things.

 

Spoiler

please disregard if this is, like, not helpful, but if by good wool you are at all referencing the yarn you ordered from me, it's actually super durable to being ripped back multiple times when you make mistakes. Any multi plied non "fuzzy" yarn should be fairly durable. Merino can be trickier depending on the spin or the blend, anything with lots of halo like mohair can be trickier, anything "sticky" like some silk blends can be trickier, but any plied smooth texture should stand up to lots of abuse short of felting.

I super feel you on the never having learned how to learn thing, though. Some stuff I get really quickly (fiber arts for example) but other stuff (languages!!!) I'm endlessly stuck in a loop of hitting a wall, getting too frustrated, walking away, and then coming back later to hit the same wall.

 

that does help a little. I have a project in mind for it but it involves several slightly scary things (knit charting for like four designs. Cables. At least the general pattern is one I've done a couple times already and know how to do????) so knowing i can start over with minimal issue is a relief!!! thank u <3
Mom has her stuff on needles already, I think it's a tunesian crochet cape/poncho? something in that realm, it's definitely the tunesian crochet needle

 

Jedi Fallen Order looks fucking amazing, and it's apparently turning out to be basically printing money rn, so eat that humble pie EA
I rly wanna play it too, but 1) ouch hands 2) ouch wallet 3) it's likened to a soulsbornelike a lot which is super intriguing but haha i'm real bad at those games.

 

Anyways I won't manage to get all the seasonpass content from the Season of Undying, but I'm already vibrating for Season of the Dawn, and the next two and I really hope i've put the clues together right and that we'll get to punch Prime Problematique Waifu Savathûn come the fourth season of Year 3. That or like. See the Black Heart of the Vex properly go paracausal that'd be dope too.