One of my friends died yesterday. Heart thing. H wasn't in great health for the last few years. He's a larping friend. It's just starting to hit that I'm never going to see him again. I'm running an event today. Two people he fielded with regularly are going to be there. Another two people who he was close to were planning to come, but I don't know if they will now. I genuinely don't know how this event is going to go. I have almost everything I need already set up for it. Almost no one at my park had ever met the guy. Shit, man. I'm still kind of in shock.