Reporting the mods

Yes, when I get angry, upset, hurt, it's my own conscious decision. I was wrong to decide to hurt my shoulder and then say it was because of Spock. Accusing someone else of causing harm to the point where I hurt myself is wrong because triggers and meltdowns are a myth.

 

for the love of god get help. it's like dangling a large sign that says Reality in front of you, with answers and coherent understanding of the things around you, but you take it and run it through four mirrors and twist it till it's ragged to suit your own words and it's just Not Reality Anymore. It's the battered remnants of what's real after you've chewed on it. Life makes a lot more sense when you're sober and getting therapy or therapy and meds. I promise it all makes so much more sense and it's not nearly this frustrating. It's literal A - B - C logic as presented, not A - B - 12 - Alternate C.

 

Spoiler: suicide baiting, violent threats, expression of intent, wiggled text from the tchgb thread

Expression of intent to cause harm:

Spoiler: saying Spock and the mods had your treatment of her coming in various places, and/or victim blaming them

Spoiler: specifically talking about how you want to hurt her and the mods, or trying too

Spoiler: slurs

Spoiler: threats with expressed intent for them to BE threats

This is just shit from the TCHGB thread. This is, the last fucking time, I am ever doing your homework for you. All things in just quotes are things you said. There's more, but I am gonna start asking you to pay me if you want me to dig up things you can look for yourself.

 

CORRECT. As Spock was not telling you to hurt yourself, takes no joy in your pain, and will not encourage you to self harm, this is correct! If you just were to slap the words "I'm sorry and won't do that again" on the end you'll almost have gotten the point!

The rest of it: GET HELP. LOOK UP SLIDING SCALE THERAPY. GET. HELP. LOG OFF.

 

Also, I'm just gonna start responding to this shit with STOP IT, GET SOME HELP.

that's it, that's all you get from now on, because you know what you're doing wrong here, you have been extensively told, I gave you fucking cheat sheets for it. And at this point, you don't get to plead ignorance anymore, and you cannot convince me you are not doing this on purpose to try and manipulate me into the result you want.

 

I'm sorry for agreeing with you. What did you want?

 

How much self-agency a disabled child is allowed to know about. Pro-life vs pro-choice. (Sorry, there are different names that indicate what you agree with but I don't know what the exact language is. I think both sides have points of merit while I lean pro-choice. Yes, you can be somewhere in-between full pro-life and full pro-choice.) I agreed with Vicor that we should work on funding minority schools better and see what happens, and I would be happy if I was wrong about the ones who don't want to be part of the system that oppressed them. I declared that I was a fencesitter about excluding people from groups. I think that while calorie-counting is risky, it's not automatically disordered eating. (Heck, some people chimed in that they used calorie-counting to make sure they were eating enough.)

Sorry, that's more than one.

Spock has built on mistakes and being wrong so much that there is very little truth left. To use a horrible metaphor, she hit the golf-ball past the clubhouse into the residential part and still thinks it's the green for hole 5.

Can you explain why it's okay for other people to blame me for causing panic attacks?

 

You twist people's words so much.

1. The emotions you experience may not be under your control. However, the actions you take ARE. If something makes you angry, you have literally thousands of different things you can do in response.

Anger DOES NOT immediately lead to being cruel to other people, suicide-baiting, sexual harassment, or any of the other appalling shit you've pulled because you're angry.

If you do those things, even in a state of strong emotion? Those actions are on you and people can and will hold you responsible for them.

2. You may have decided to hurt your shoulder because you were upset. This is NOT SPOCK'S FAULT. That was your own decision. You are not a puppet that someone else controls. You are responsible for your ACTIONS.

3. Triggers and meltdowns are things that exist. If you know that something triggers you, it is up to you to avoid it or to manage your actions in response to it. If Spock talking about you is a trigger, then stop lying about and interacting with her; she would love to stop talking about or to you if she didn't have to correct lies told about her. You have it in your power to do this. (this is imminently reasonable of her to do and she doesn't do it to hurt you.)

Most importantly:

Get professional mental health/substance abuse help. You are a danger to yourself and others as you are now.

 

I do not still live with my mother.

 

Where was this one?