shitposting rave 2, electric boogaloo

Lo+o+k, I get that yo+u're pro+bably upset. Just in general and because o+f whatever is happening between yo+u and Valiska, but can I no+t be caught in the cro+ssfire? Please? I admit that mentio+ning it was a stupid idea and I'm so+rry abo+ut that. Really tho+ugh. Fucking quit it.

Anyway...

Rainbo+w drinkers are blo+o+d drinkers, yes. Because o+f the who+le hemo+spectrum business we, and o+nly we, have go+ing o+n.

Also+ wo+w. He so+unds like a so+rt o+f bizarro+ reverse rainbo+w drinker? We're fictio+nalized as being eerily go+o+d at surviving in the sunlight and things o+f that nature. Tho+ugh I am eerily go+o+d at that!

 

Think o+f it like being exceptio+nally risque bo+ndage, dear. Tho+ugh o+n seco+nd tho+ught yo+u might no+t get that either so+ fo+r safety's sake I'll just give a brief explanatio+n. Basically, there's a so+rt o+f appeal to+ lo+sing co+ntro+l in so+me fashio+n. So+me peo+ple do+ this with ro+pes. Other peo+ple with servant based ro+leplay. So+me with a co+mbinatio+n o+f the abo+ve! The general thing binding all tho+se interests to+gether tends to+ be a sexual liking fo+r being co+ntro+lled. Yo+u said yo+ur blo+o+d, if co+nsumed in small po+rtio+ns, pro+vides yo+u a tempo+rary amo+unt o+f what is essentially abso+lute co+ntro+l. So+me peo+ple might find that fun.

Fo+r a related example, the friend I mentio+ned earlier and I played with the fact that she has the po+wer o+f mind co+ntro+l. Vanilla sex is fun and go+o+d, but there's just a thrill to+ no+t being able to+ do+ whatever it is I want. Pro+bably because o+f my fear o+f lo+sing my freedo+m, ho+nestly?

 

This implies I wouldn't have said either way. Which I would have. And on that note.

There's really not much to get. She's a pervert that wants your weird slavery blood so you can tell her to give you head.

 

And we're do+ne here again, No+t-Megido+.

 

<3

 

I'm dumb? Me?

I'm not the one who turns all of her justified and justifiable rage on herself.

 

Hey. Some of it's directed towards you, too.

 

...that's one way of thinking about it.

But drinking Jame's blood is permanent.

For me there's no particular thrill in being controlled. It's in trusting her, and serving her, and giving myself up to her better judgement. It's in consciously letting go of the reins, and feeling her take them with all her love and gentleness and wisdom. It's also in being free to give in to my own desire to be completely devoted without having to fear that I'll be betrayed.

(I've been betrayed...quite a bit.)

Mind control...doesn't really appeal to me. There are a lot of triggers and hard limits around that one.

 

But none of it's directed at the cause of your situation.

 

TMI, Sixer.

 

Consider it payback for Everything I Never Wanted To Know About Carla.

 

She just said that in small amo+unts it's tempo+rary, tho+ugh? Either way, I can't go+ "Oh, yes let us engage in the fo+rbidden blo+o+d drinking and slavery no+w," because I'm dead so+ o+h well?

As far as yo+ur issues with mind co+ntro+l that's entirely fair. I can see why given what I kno+w o+f yo+ur situatio+n. So+me peo+ple are just set o+ff by certain kinks and that's just fine. Thank yo+u fo+r adding mo+re abo+ut this to+o+! Tho+ugh I wo+nder if it's just go+ing to+ perplex her even mo+re with the sheer amo+unt o+f info+rmatio+n co+ming.

 

That's because I got bored of having my bones broken and my breathing privileges taken because I pushed his tea off the table again.

 

I just like being shoved around by someone bigger than me and choosing to let them do it instead of the whole thing where they shove me around anyway.

 

Im Finding The Nearest Window To Throw Myself Into The Ocean From. After I Find Brain Bleach.

 

Yeah, the cho+o+sing to+ let it happen is o+ne o+f the impo+rtant things abo+ut it to+ me. It's why I'm fine with being denigrated o+ver a pail, but no+t just in life in general, fo+r example. Being called a slut and bo+iled do+wn to+ no+thing but my interest in sex isn't fun. Which is co+incidentally why that happening during sex is fun, assuming I co+nsented to+ it. Because no+w it's me cho+o+sing the no+t fun thing. Me! In a nice, safe enviro+nment where things can be sto+pped o+r pulled back a bit if they're getting unpleasant. The co+ntro+l thing wo+rks the same way. That and the two+ interests just kind o+f co+llide to+gether anyway.

 

-stares at- Uh... well, it's not, but... thank you...?

 

It is Jetski's altmode, therefore it is precious =]

 

-winces mildly- ...Thanks for the thought, Gess. I guess that's better than just declaring it awesome...

 

...said something wrong? Did not mean to cause distress, should avoid? Problem understanding what causes discomfort =[[[
(What is Worried Smiley, Sad is close but not accurate)