shitposting rave 2, electric boogaloo

Because he knows what I could do to him if I had a little less self control.

 

You were always kind of dull.

 

Wow and it looks like you have that. So he's just a paranoid idiot and you're not even diving in all the way. Eh.

 

*laughs* Eh, that's not the worst thing I've ever been.

So, not wanting to see Sanchez' guts spread 'artistically' across the rave makes me dull? Really?

 

What he's really afraid of is that he loves me and destruction begins with love, as Father would always say. He's worried about loving his darkling Shanir sister and falling under my spell.

 

I'm telling Claws here that I'm disappointed in her softness and you're surprised I think you're dull for that?

 

Oh. So he's just making a mess of his little highlord shorts and whining. Ok then.

 

... eh. Yeah. Fair point.

Though I think it's less 'I'm surprised' and more 'I think you're wrong, dude.'

 

Fair enough.

 

I would not recommend giving in to one's evil impulses. It doesn't end in happiness. The blood never washes off one's hands.

 

If you ain't got a choice may as well go whole hog.

 

You do have a point there. I guess I could have killed myself earlier than I did, but suicide is not acceptable. Being recklessly stupid until I got myself killed did eventually work, except the fuckers brought me back. And I was HAPPY in the beyond.

 

'Oh, you're not cursed, Stentato'

Look dude please don't get your artistically formed extremely rich aft in a twist but a) Lacuna is mute b) I can deafen and potentially kill people involuntarily if I'm not careful so maybe you shouldn't be lecturing me on how we're totally on the same level as anyone else and our abilities are just what makes us us okay?

Not like you've ever had to deal with this kind of thing.

 

Lucky. Literally can't die. Not till the time and conditions of my death come up. Got a couple more millennia before that.

 

I really should have made sure that I died in a way that precluded the process, but no, I had to die from bleeding out from a shrapnel wound in the throat. Easily repaired damage. However, since they brought me back, I decided I might as well do something with it. Restitution is possible.

 

Your father is full of shit.

 

...Your father literally possessed Tori, and he's scared Tori will fall under your spell?

 

But I'm evil, see. I'm Shanir and I'm a woman and I look exactly like the woman who Father was obsessed by to his downfall. Father's older brother used to use his Shanir abilities to make him unable to resist being raped, you see.

 

Yeah, but that's like...

Maybe a reason not to raise you directly, but not a reason to hate you. You're a different person!

 

Would have been nice for him to be sane enough to realize that.

And I think part of why he drove me out was he wanted me. I reminded his crazed mind of the Dream-weaver, my mother, and he put his hands on me several times thinking I was her. And from his point of view it wasn't that he was doing it, it was me who was doing it. Me, six years old, was an evil seductress tempting him to do wrong things.