shitposting rave 2, electric boogaloo

-nuzzles Aurora's face, plays at low volume:-
Love you. don't fight? Would offer asking clarification maybe?

 

<3
Starglide and Sunsweep set something on fire.

 

I apologize if it did, but I was simply saying that feelings cannot be your divining rod for truth in all situations. They do help in some, especially high stress situations that your survival depends upon, but they can't tell you if a person is truly good or bad.

As an example: Your judgement of me, based upon another person's opinion, hurt my feelings. I was given no ability to counter what was being said without being intentionally set up as the 'bad guy'. However I refuse to let things like this impact my opinion of people, especially crewmates, unless they prove themselves to be a danger or a detriment. I expect others to give me the same courtesy.

 

Probably would help, I would probably not get the clarification I need though.
*pats his cheek and nuzzles back*

 

I understand that, but you can move forward from devastating first impressions.

 

I have every confidence in your ability to put it out, medic.
<3

 

It didn't help when you talk about how unhealthy I am. I'm alive, aren't I? I protected Stentato, didn't I? I got messed up along the way, but it was worth it. Playing by other people's rules would have killed me.

 

What do I gain from that except backstabs again?
I don't need anyone. The only one I need is gone and I'll probably never see him again and that's okay, he got out and I covered for him. I don't need people to like me. I don't care.
And besides everyone's still talking to me so that means we're friends, right?

 

Would it stop you being so insufferable if you saw him again?

 

Ah, good luck! Crews merging, or Sensorsweep coming over?

Oh, time shenanigans, lovely. (Sarcasm indicator here. Why is there not a convenient demarcation.) But yes! Crewmate! We sort of just... fell into each other, met at new posting during... after? technically during I think a revel. But it's nice. He's nice. Balances me some, smooths down edges that have only been getting rougher. He's very sweet =] (...@Jetski are you still here? Throttle = trusted, friend! Introduction possible?) He's courting a medic, which is... interesting. But the medic is not as bad as he could be. Sensible mostly, at any rate.

Half Life+3 continue to be adorable. Glad to see you're all doing well =]]]

 

Sorry Scanner will hurt...

[Refractor [ENCRYPTED] to Lacuna]: Unhealthy isn't the same as bad Lacuna, I'm a lot unhealthy I'm super unhealthy but 'Rora just wants to help! He doesn't want you to play by rules that hurt you he wants you to not hurt others!!! That's very important! I don't play by the rules anymore but I try not to hurt people either, but sometimes I do and then I have to apologize a lot like the thing with Cinder I have SO MUCH apologizing to do but it was because I'm not okay and I want to be okay again and I'm sure you can be okay again too!!

 

thkns fro the wraning

 

...I guess.

It was dumb of me to get pissy at Aurora for things he did 4 million years ago. I honestly just wanted more information at first, but then I got mad. Sorry, Aurora.

 

I never said you had to play by certain rules, I only mentioned my own feelings because this seemed to be going in the direction of 'Aurora has no feelings and thus I can be the only one upset'. That was probably a gut reaction on my part, I apologize.

Are you sure you wish to talk with me about this? It will be very hard for me to not treat this more as me being your doctor.

 

Apology accepted, and I apologize for making you feel like your emotions didn't matter. They do, a lot.

 

...Unsure. He certainly won't leave his existing crew, but I will not be subsumed into the group of and expected to serve under a walking rave display.

He sounds charming. And as though he has good taste in courting partners. I am pleased you are settled.
Our small ones are, as you may have guessed, somewhat excitable. I only had a hand in one of them, perhaps thankfully.

 

im incapable ofbeing sufferable

 

als o you can't treat sweeps as a bartering th ing to get my to shtu up it's not ALLWOED

 

I'm beginning to notice that.

-quick flash of irritation-
If you don't want to see him, say.

 

I...
You may have made me realize a mistake I have been making for a while?
No, I don't think that everyone still talking to you means that they're friends with you... I would like to consider myself your friend but... Oh my.

:(