but you have a job and a GED and seem to be pretty stable in your life i know im only 21 but still...
tfw you have a dream where everyone you knew shunned you and or ignored you forever and acted like you dont exist
it's really nice finding out that you've been blocked by the op and then find out they might've saw one of my "callout" posts so thats nice it sucks cuz the post they made is an art challenge that seems real fun to do. so thats good.
tfw you know youre annoying them and you just want to apologize for constantly sending them messages because you know youre annoying....
tfw you wanna ask them things and just have fun with them and talk to them but they dont say anything to you anymore unlessyou mention something they like,,, like haha....
YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE ASKED TO JOIN THEM AND THEIR FRIENDS AND SAY YOURE INTERESTED IN BEFRIENDING THEM TOO HAAHHA FUCKING IDIOT!!! DONT FORCE YOURSELF IN YOU ASS!!! DONT TRY TO SHOW INTEREST IN THEIR BUDS, YOU KNOW YOURE ANNOYING WHY WOULD THEY WANNA INVITE YOU?? m-man idk i jus,,,, wanna make friends w-with people who s-share th e same interests as me....
god i know me venting about them is shitty an dit's,, id ont hate them??? i dont hate anybody really,, i just want to be apart of something but ive never really felt apart of anything either,,,
bleh i havent even really worked on my comic much this week because of my constant anxiety..... i just wanna lie down and never get up..
my anxiety was fucking with my head something fierce hjgk i havent felt like this in so long like???? never again please.....