Vent siggy is soggy

yeah i experienced that exact kind of event, it just, happened? idk, having no sleep helped but it was so sudden ;;

 

im so tired but im also nervous at these adoptables i made, idk i feel like i could've done better but idk how? idk, ill continue with them and see what I can do

 

i love them

 

Pudgy orc baby!!

 

gotta have more pudgy orcs

 

i think i uh... almost overdosed on a sleep aid, haha...

 

Oh no! Are you okay?

 

Holy crap, also checking in. By almost I assume you caught it beforehand, right?

 

yea? or well, im okay but I was having like, weird reactions to it after waking up then i went back to sleep haha,

im better now tho, thank u ;;

 

I accidentally fucked up with my sleep meds once, and it did literally nothing except freak me out, but it was scary. I’m glad you’re feeling better.

 

I really wanna do something to improve my art more but idk what.

I wanna learn how to draw armor.
Make more detailed clothes.
And draw fanart again..

Ye.

 

Armor is a tough one. So is a lost of inorganic things like cars and shit. ;_;

 

Inorganic things have no reason to be this weird!!!!

 

they really don't!

 

Unrelatedish but I saw shitty ex friends art on a blog I follow and its given me spite to learn how to draw armor and details.

 

Good. Draw the BEST armor. Beat them into the ground with your talent.

 

I guess I should stop taking this sleep aid and just use regular melatonin cuz I dont think my heart should race faster when I wanna sleep

 

Yeah, that doesn’t sound like a good side effect, especially not while you’re trying to sleep.

 

Hm, so that was a dream.

 

i wanna go back to drawing things like fanart or try to draw new things of new stuff i like but the more thought i wanna do it, the more afraid and tearful i get, im afraid people will just go around and say' mcsiggy is this and that she's bad' and list off shit and im so tired, i wanna talk to new people but im so afraid theyll know who i am and not want to bother with me or ill be blocked by someone i like because they know who i am and im just

i wanna not??