Vent siggy is soggy

Discussion in 'Brainbent' started by mcsiggy, Mar 1, 2017.

  1. mcsiggy

    mcsiggy Is actually a small floof ball on top of a cow

    i kind of just?? wanna rest, really.
     
  2. mcsiggy

    mcsiggy Is actually a small floof ball on top of a cow

    nothing more fun than waking up to a dream where you're lost, someone was bullying you and no one believed you in the slightest and youre all alone, crying, and feeling like no one around you cares
     
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  3. mcsiggy

    mcsiggy Is actually a small floof ball on top of a cow

    I had too many weed gummies and now they don't do much for me unless I stop for a bit :( sadge
     
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  4. mcsiggy

    mcsiggy Is actually a small floof ball on top of a cow

    I found out that my little brother wants to kill himself and he's serious. i'm,, unsure how to react aside just cry.
     
  5. mcsiggy

    mcsiggy Is actually a small floof ball on top of a cow

    seeing my cat calm down recently is worrying me ;;
     
  6. mcsiggy

    mcsiggy Is actually a small floof ball on top of a cow

    Ive been having the worst time trying to get my medicine this week where i might have to call again and ask for it and super attempt tomorrow to get it :(
     
  7. mcsiggy

    mcsiggy Is actually a small floof ball on top of a cow

    me knowing my sleep schedule is bad and im not really taking care of myself mentally: i wish to die a horrific death
     
  8. mcsiggy

    mcsiggy Is actually a small floof ball on top of a cow

    whenever I dislike one specific thing so much i get so upset cuz it's stupid to get upset about but i am anyway :(
     
  9. mcsiggy

    mcsiggy Is actually a small floof ball on top of a cow

    I think im at a point where if i do enough passive harm on myself then i can justify killing myself, which uh, not good.
     
  10. mcsiggy

    mcsiggy Is actually a small floof ball on top of a cow

    being suicidal is weird cuz i dont want to live but i also don't want to die, im so scared of dying.

    another topic but, idk, i guess im kinda annoyed at people calling every character autistic but in a way where it's cute? idk, i think it's because i'm most likely autistic and it's, not fun, or cute. im kinda suffering.
     
  11. mcsiggy

    mcsiggy Is actually a small floof ball on top of a cow

    idk i guess laios and falin dungeon meshi really showed that i'm too awkward and weird to be around most people right now in my life.
     
  12. mcsiggy

    mcsiggy Is actually a small floof ball on top of a cow

    Im so worried for chewy (my cat), hea now 6 pounds and last time he was 7. I've been giving him his thyroid meds consistently for once and now just feel like I'm too late on whatever it is he has. Idk. He's been eatimg.amd drinking and barhrooming normally, but... still I'm worried
     
  13. mcsiggy

    mcsiggy Is actually a small floof ball on top of a cow

    if chewy dies because i was unable to change the needle for his iv for 2 days im going to be really upset.

    The needle is, for some fucking reason, difficult to remove, ive seen 3 different videos on how to remove it, tried doing it, and was unable to, and the vet i go to is closed on the weekend, and the OTHER vet i tried to go to was busy and wasn't able to help me fucking CHANGE A NEEDLE ON HIS BAG. THATS ALL I WANT!!! I JUST WANT TO CHANGE THE NEEDLE AND BE SHOWN HOW TO DO IT!!!
     
  14. mcsiggy

    mcsiggy Is actually a small floof ball on top of a cow

    i feel like im going insane for wanting basic help on something i am legit unable to do because i do not want to break the thing holding the old needle :')
     
  15. mcsiggy

    mcsiggy Is actually a small floof ball on top of a cow

    between me pretty much having to delete all of my nsfw comics off of gumroad, reducing the smaller side passive incomes i have already, my dad always asking for money and never just NOT spending it on stupid shit, and my mom always being frustrated at my dad for doing stupid shit, my cat declining in health, and my mental state tanking from lack of meds + the world around me, I don't know what I can do anymore for myself. I want to tell myself it'll get better if i do things to help myself, but everything costs money.

    I just want to simply live.
     
  16. mcsiggy

    mcsiggy Is actually a small floof ball on top of a cow

    i feel like if i talk to either of my parents im going to snap because im mad at both of them, mostly dad, but it just extends to both now and idk why
     
  17. mcsiggy

    mcsiggy Is actually a small floof ball on top of a cow

    even after telling mom multiple times that im her daughter, not her therapist, she blurts out that dad cheated on her when i was a toddler, and it connected a distinct memory of her crying and now im just, im mad at her for constantly venting to me about dad, and im mad at dad for being a moron on not letting mom do her thing w/o trying to copy her or one upping her (in her words) like!! i dont want to talk to either of them now because of their fighting.

    Most of it is my dad not listening, but I dont want to talk to mom about dad anymore and i want them to figure their marriage out because I do not want to be saddled w/ more things that upset me.

    i just, want to go away.
     
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