Vent siggy is soggy

I think i'm finally getting over things? Minor relapses aside and all.

I dunno, I guess me venting about this shit really helped. Just to scream at a wall and lay down. i like it.

 

tfw someone you were hoping to be friends with kinda turns out to be a bit of a jackass in certain ways.

Spoiler

Pretty much, they tend to force themselves into things when other people are talking about something, especially to someone they seem to very fancy (who is my friend, lmao), and theyre... kind of an anti from what i can see. saying 'this is bad' and they dont seem to have the concept of fiction=/=reality so thats good....

im honestly glad i asked a friend who knows them about this stuff cuz i actually thought it was only me on them but it seems not. but ay, im not as emotional or overrreactive as i was weeks ago so its good.

 

is it hypocritical of me for getting annoyed at someone talking about their anxiety and problems on their porn blog?

because damn am i annoyed at them.

 

man i hate feeling like this, especially towards someone i hardly know, but from what ive seen and how they acted and what i was /told/, im just...... i dont think i can really be friends with them :/

which kinda sucks cuz i think almost everyone is friends with them, so thats good. i'll just hide my annoyance and be polite.

 

You know i'm having a good week when I don't go back to this forum with anything to complain about ;w; i hope everyone's having a good week as well!!

 

I'm glad you're having a good week, Siggy!

 

Ahhh good to hear things are going well for you, bab!

 

so someone i used to go to school with is like, always trying to have me hang out with him and showing obvious interest in me, and i keep telling him im in a relationship and one day he did this shit



like, dude. stop.

 

haha, i shouldn't say anything positive or everything will go to shit so fast...

 

Holy shit, what a creep :I
Especially the "most people don't like me" guilt tripping and talking about your relationship ending.
And the "it was a joke" thing is always so blatantly manipulative. See, the problem is totally not that what he said was inappropriate or rude, it's that you took him seriously! How dare you take people at their word, Siggle!
Can you block this bozo?

 

I would block him but i'm just too lazy too and i havent seen him irl yet so im just /shrug/

i told @miyotora about him so she knows what's up cuz the last thing i want is not telling my girlfriend wtf is up, u know?

 

Idk why, but knowing my friends oc is a lot happier in my campaign than the other one honestly makes me a little happy.

in a petty way, someone i dont really like went rambling on twitter saying how their oc and my friends oc are so much happier in their campaign and im kinda just

i heard otherwise but ok.

 

bleh, I wouldn't be so petty i guess cuz i usually dont get irritated if someone's oc is shipped with another cuz hey theyre ocs, i do that with mine too

but i guess since this person kinda keep going on how their oc is soooo much happier with my friends and im just

okay.......? ight :/

i guess i feel pretty rude saying stuff like that but im also just, it's the 'i dont like you and everything you say is kinda annoying' feel and i wish i didnt have that feel.

 

and it isnt even the 'theyre happier cuz IM here' thing, no like, my friend even told me their oc's happier in the campaign we're in while in the other one he's a bit more depressed from what I can gather.

-shrug- idk like here's what i see on twitter;

"[oc] is. so much happier in [dms] campaign hes just fuckin dying in his other one and im sittin here w happy [their oc pairing] like [with reaction image]"

like okay...but... he legit is alive in the other one and is actually pretty damn happy from what I can tell. and what my friend told me, and how he's acting.

I feel like im being petty and weirdly possessive over an oc who isnt mine but at the same time, kinda annoyed they assume he's not doing okay in both campaigns. I guess it doesnt help that my oc is the boyfriend oc my friends oc (and we've kinda planned this from the start so yeh)

ah well, hope everyones day is going good.

 

Really, what also doesn't help is a bit after when my friend posted a pic of their oc and mine together, this person went on rambling on how their oc and my friends oc is so much more happier together

like idk, but apparently they tend to force themselves into other peoples ocs to the point where a mutual of mine and my friends were shipping their oc's together, and this other person didn't want to have a poly thing so mutual and friend decided their oc's were exes who have no negative feelings towards each other.

which kinda did sadden me, knowing someone forced their oc so hard onto someone elses where the third person couldn't do anything but talk about their oc's past experiences instead of making new ones in some ways.

 

mmmmmmmmm but hey i can't do anything but watch cuz like, ey not my business and really it doesnt affect me anyway aside from mild annoyance so who care?

i did wanna get this off my chest tho cuz i dont wanna shit talk someone behind their back with mutual friend, even though they dont,, really like the other person either 6__6;

 

NGL, this guy bragging about how a player's character is "so much happier" in their campaign vs yours on social media is... kind of creepy. :/ I've never had a DM do that?

 

oh nono it's not a dm! it's a player from another campaign my friend is also in! Sorry for the confusion. I'm not talking about a DM, im talking about another person who's the player character.
but yeah it's really weird how they say that stuff in public.

 

Yeah, that still weirdly possessive and creepy!