so i'm being followed by demons: what do

basically.

 

I think the first two'll do just fine. I'm not that fond of kids, so if you have a firstborn, ever, you can keep it.

 

Spoiler: Unsolicited attempt at using my religious beliefs to make your paranoia chill

I have no idea if this helps but in Konkokyo, God never punishes people like that! They would never send demons after you for not believing. God is considered the parent of all life in the universe, so like a non-shitty parent, They don't want you to suffer. So They would not send demons after you as you punishment!

I don't have any of my texts with me r/n, but there is a passage in the Voice of the Universe that essentially says, "Kami never punishes." So!!!

 

Obviously the demons are being sent by Cio. She needs fanfic material!

 

all the dumb stuff abt my demons is weirdly helpful! at least when i'm coming up with/reading random bullshit i'm not thinkin abt the explanations my brain's comin up w/

 

In that case consider: maybe the demons are actually members of your interdimensional fanclub, who all think you're so awesome that they've broken the rules of the dimensional travel imbargo just to pay you a visit? I mean there has to be some reason why they keep following you around like you're their human idol.

Try signing a selfie for them, and maybe they'll go home? :)

 

excellent idea! ah geez, i hope they don't get caught by the dimensional travel cops

 

okay, so: i called my doc's office and they said that they'd call me if anyone cancelled before my appt to see if i could get in any sooner. my psych is only in on tuesdays and thursdays, so i'll have to call back tomorrow to talk to him. maybe he can move things along a bit if i do?

 

doc was not in today. also, the demon i saw out the window on my way up the stairs was definitely more like cA's demons, at least in size, than my usual fare. is my brain stepping up it's attempts to freak me? because it's kind of working.

 

Do the demons fit in with the environment, or are they sort of superimposed?

Also, hugs, because that sucks. Did you say your psych was next due to be in on Thursday? Hopefully you'll have more luck then.

 

D: hugs.

 

i mean, it was behind the window? but i very much got the feeling that it didn't have to be if it didn't want. and yeah, thursday. i'm calling tomorrow tho, because i'll even settle for whatever bullshit Doc Who Made Me Manic Through Thunderous Stupidity might be able to throw at me @ this pt. i would've done something today, but being told he wasn't there kinda knocked the wind outta my sails and then i had to spend several hours hating myself for failing and then calling hours were over. i'm Good At Things, lmao.

maybe this one was watering the coneflowers or spider plants or something? i live in florida, it's fuckin hot here. gotta keep those potted plants hydrated.

 

I fucking hope there's a gecko-checking demon. What a good purpose for a demon. Pure.

 

there are some impressively large geckos on the porch...

 

called my psych's office again just to be obnoxious. if he doesn't respond w/in 24 hours i'm calling my gp's office and i'll see if i can get thru to her. i've given my dude plenty of chances to get in touch.

 

he responded and told me not to worry about it, lmao. he doesn't think it's anything.

 

Fuck him. Call your GP of you haven't already and make it abundantly clear that you need help/care and your psych is unwilling to provide it.