i really really don't wanna fill out this internship application...i'd rather scope out some other opportunities closer to home, cause for this id literally have to move to boston this summer and rent an apartment and i'm not fucking ready for that...
okay good found some other job apps closer to home that don't seem to have imminent due dates. im not qualified to be an adult yet, i just bought three more houseplants even tho my mom specifically asked me not to cause i'm never home to care for them after i move out at the end of the semester
I'm certain i have shin splints which fucking sucks because campus is so hilly I die every time I walk to class
wow cool i want to kill myself i'm not gonna because that's a dumb idea but wow nice to see you again suicidal urges
it's super fucking funny too cause all this time I was pitying my datemate for relapsing and thanking atheist god that I hadn't relapsed since sophomore year of high school and yet here we fucking are
Plenty of people here already think I'm a bigoted asshole so I'm really tempted to actually make my beliefs public but I don't want to lose what little support people give me
Spoiler: feel free to never talk to me again I've jumped the shark and gone full gender critical radfem t b q h. made a sideblog and everything. i'm still trans tho, just have very different opinions than i used to about how gender even works and is a tool of the patriarchy to oppress women
lurking in the ace discourse thread, sees everyone referring to LGBT people as "q***rs" lmao fuck that don't call me q***r you shitstains, i can't help but associate that word with cishets thinking kink is oppressed and other MOGAI crap let alone that i've been fucking q***rbashed you sizzling piles of stale cotton candy yeah i'm triggered go ahead laugh it up but yes, your identity literally reminds me of getting beat up! sorry! the only time i use it to refer to myself is when i wonder if the parents on campus tours are clocking me, and don't want their kids going to a school where all the q***rs are just out in the open like this "oh but it's only used as a slur in rural towns" first of fucking all - as if rural LGBT people have any less a say in what happens in our community? and second - that's just flat out fucking wrong! I grew up in a "liberal" suburb less than an hour from NYC so miss me with that errant shit
Spoiler: about above I'm sorry you were triggered. I use that word as a self-ID having spent most of my life once I realized I wasn't cishet in a rural hub city. It was used as a slur against me, I reclaimed it. I will try to be more careful about just applying it to myself. i can offer some resources that might help with being triggered, but there is no pressure to use them.
thank you for your kindness, I just. i'm gonna try to stay away from places where i know it'll be used? i wish it hadn't become a homogenized umbrella term...it's everywhere on my college campus's lgbt stuff and a lot of the people who i see at meetings subscribe to mogai politics... our lgbt head org has a bunch of sub orgs and one of them is basically a kink club and i wish it didn't exist but whatever i guess sorry it's 4am and i'm rambling EDIT: it wasn't about *you* specifically, either. just in general, i hope i didn't offend you or anything
That seems like it'll be a good self-care move. You might also want to look into ignoring some subforums if you think there's a reliable chance of running into things that'll trigger you, hope you feel better soon.
IM FUCKING PISSED THAT PEOPLE DONT COMMUNICATE I COULDVE SAVED MYSELF AN AWKWARD CONVERSATION god rip me I didn't get hired for the on campus job I was looking for
what should I be doing? homework. what am i doing instead? writing self-indulgent Kakashi/Zabuza Everything is Fine au fanfic
