Discussion in 'Your Bijou Blogette' started by KaidaShade, Feb 28, 2019.
HELL YEAH HOUES GET
Assuming we don't get fucked over again...
So far over fucking has not occurred and now I've gone and hired a solicitor. Saying that makes me feel alarmingly grown up so clearly I have to eat some potato smiles and play viddy games this weekend
House officially off the market bitcheees in gonna be a mf HOMEOWNER.
H O U S E!!!
OH FUCK YES!!!!
House buying going well- survey suggests it's worth what we're paying so the mortgage company is happy, we're gonna get a full structural done as well and all I can do other than that is twiddle my thumbs and wait for the solicitors to do their thing
Me, like two weeks ago: Okay so there's two whole fics on Ao3 for this pairing and they're both dubiously written angst, so I'm just gonna write silly smut for people to have fun with
Me, last night at midnight: okay BUT what if Kaida can have little a angst... as a treat
this is such a mood tbh
Gonna post it at some point today but I like to let people I know read stuff first and boost my fragile ego before I do
1) Petrichor, ozone, old blood and motor oil
2) Woodsmoke, leather, musk and beer
3) Ozone, something chemically and sweet.
4) (a tough one here probably) Mens deodorant and fruity shampoo.
5) Gun oil, warm metal and ozone (technically 2 characters but they smell the same)
6) Paint and overheated machinery
Dynas is right!
Hell yeah mortgage approved. Everything's coming up Kaida!
HOME OWNER HOME OWNER
Starset... good. V loud but in the 'go fucking mental and lose your voice screaming lyrics' way. Hotel bathroom weirdly large and labyrinthine but very well appointed. Got hair dye on the towels, feel kinda bad (dyed hair yesterday, was not doing it in here it just... leaks a bit)
I write one angsty oneshot and my brain apparently takes this as an excuse to start planning multiple chapters of a fic for which there is no reasonable happy ending unless I take a hatchet to canon for my own sick whims to undo a character death. And idk. I feel like that would cheapen things.
Spoiler: Rambling, Destiny spoilers
As upsetting as it was Caydes death was IMPACTFUL. Like, it wasn't upsetting because it was badly done it was genuinely well-written and in character and it's had ongoing consequences and shit. And okay there's precedent for people coming back from permadeath but it's... hmm. I don't want to undo it but I also hate downer endings and if I write Banshee going on a revenge quest (instead of the player) him surviving that would be unlikely to say the least. He doesn't get the convenient resurrection cube friend or handy dandy light powers after all, he's just a very old robot with a lot of guns. And I could maybe do that character death justice but idk if that's what I want from this pairing.
On the other hand, revenge rampage he fully expects to kill him that ends in hope... if he suffers enough to get there is that cheap?
Likely ending: dead banshee, revenge achieved, dies knowing it was worth it
Worst ending: dead banshee, uldren gets off scott free and continues to be an emo little bitch boy
Best, self indulgent ending: dead banshee, revived by a Ghost and gets to be a guardian and also gets Cayde back... somehow. Haven't decided yet
Spoiler: for spoiler
What If Banshee Gets A Cube Friend Tho
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