Boyfriend flew in to visit on Thursday night. I had planned on staying up until he got here, but fell asleep around midnight, so he let himself in (he has keys). I slept through that, and through him coming into the bedroom, right up until he put his knee on the bed. At which point I grabbed his wrist, knocked him down, and got my other hand around his throat. From what I can remember, my thought process was in fact, "bad scary intruder, KILL THEM." Luckily, knocking him down knocked him into the nightstand, which woke me the rest of the way up before I could do any serious damage. That said, uh. PTSD, can we not try to kill people who startle us? Please?