spent way too long completing work, and im in for the weekend guy on the weekend of halloween so i have to be up Early sat/sun. So im gonna be underslept for saturday, and unless i can nap and somehow figure out a costume in the afternoon, im not going to have much fun with my coworkers that night. I mean i'll still only be able to hang out for like 1.5 hours anyway but bleh
i was fine & going to go to sleep but then some minor Conflict that i should have been fine with made me anxious all over again and now i'm Stressed WHY is my brain LIKE THIS i just want to occasionally read things in which people occasionally fucking disagree and not go into a panic spiral about it
(yesterday's anxiety triggers: paper writing, bizarre puritanical sex panic out of nowhere today: paper writing, confusing CS project, anyone disagreeing or having feelings anywhere near me BRAIN CAN YOU JUST FUCKING STOP I WAS HAVING SUCH A GREAT EVENING)
WKD smells like bubblegum and tastes vaguely like a sugar-hyped middlerschooler's idea of blueberry. Which is to say mostly just blue.
less emotionally stressful than yesterday but still irritating: my neck hurts from wearing a huge mask for several hours last night lmao
I stg it seems like any tiny patch I miss with my topical antiacne breaks out the next day. I have a zit coming in on my eye socket and it hurts.
I'm officially leaving con a day early after having a breakdown in the hotel room last night because of my fucking ankle. I hate my life a lot.
I got a brick-to-the-face headache on my way into work and it's only been getting worse Someone kill me
There is no toilet paper in the house now and I'm unable to get more till Nate gets home. Because of this, I cannot eat or drink, as I've got IBS and that would not end well at all. I want to scream and punch things but I'm so hungry I'm weak and nauseated and would prolly give the devil and handjob for a pizza, ngl.
Fucking guides where they only give half of the solution and then say "Look for upcoming posts for more :) We'll teach you the thing you actually need to know then :) HTH :) :) :)"
I was using the TV's light to write by while Friend is still asleep (she left it on for background noise), but friend's dad just came on and turned it off and now I gotta somehow juggle phone-flashlight and pen Like I realize he's trying to help but. Dude. No. I was using that.