Things that are currently annoying you

People are trying to shout about whitewashing with two leaked images, one of them (the darker one) being a camera photo of a screen. Not a screen shot. A photo of a screen. You know, the thing that always fuckes up the color and resolution of and image.

I'm betting they're going to be furious when she shows up lighter in the game too, because nobody stopped to think for three seconds, "huh! the white clouds in the background are grey! perhaps the image is darker than the actual screen!"

But no. You did that eyedropper tool so good.

 

Someday, on days where I can't communicate worth shit and also can't seem to understand anything worth beans (except for hours later when it's no longer relevant and anyone else involved has gone on with their lives), I will figure out how to not do that, and instead to think, understand, and communicate like a normal human being instead of one who's two hours behind everyone else.

Until then I'm going to go to sleep and try again tomorrow. Damn you, brain.

 

IS this nervousness from ADHD going haywire? Or am I just being forgetful because it's been months since I last had to book this room and I no longer remember half the shit involved with it or even know if the plumbing issue has been corrected and don't want to screw up someone's night worse? It's boooothhhhhh! (jazz hands of panic)

 

Spoiler: very angry at a dentist

I'm angry about something that happened over a year ago: when I went to the dentist here for the first time for a cleaning/checkup, they found a cavity and the fucking dentist told me that "Cavities aren't for adults, they're a child thing. It's time to be done with them."

Like okay, I'm not the absolute best teeth-care person in the world but I do try and why would you even say that to a patient. Especially one with severe dental anxiety. All it did was make me feel so ashamed that I never want to go back, which is obviously WORSE for my teeth. Also it's completely glossing over the fact that things like, oh, GENETICS exist and influence a person's susceptibility to something like cavities, and that that is COMPLETELY beyond their control!!!!! ALSO INSTEAD OF SHAMING PEOPLE WHY DON'T YOU INSTEAD TRY TO GUIDE THEM TOWARD BETTER HEALTH PRACTICES. TREAT THE ISSUE THAT'S CURRENTLY THERE AND THEN TRY TO HELP THEM PREVENT IT IN THE FUTURE.

I am still so fucking angry and I want to tell him that literally the reason I haven't made another appointment is because of what he said.

 

@Saro what the FUCK. I'd find another dentist if I were you, that's awful behaviour.

 

Trying to decide if it's worth voting third-party for Governor because screw you both.

 

@Saro wtf I hope he trips and fall onto his cleaning tools

 

I am bored and nothing I can do is interesting.

I don't even think it's anhedonia, just that I'm alone and the only interesting things I can come up with involve other people.

 

the entire concept of capitalism

I work til 1030 tonight. And have to be in again at 830am tomorrow. Why did I agree to take tonight's shift. (Spoiler: because I missed an entire week to hellcold and only work two days this week otherwise and I am a poor motherfucker with car and medical bills to pay.) I am Going To (want to) Die.

 

Aaagh why would you make it so that hitting pause twice restarts the episode, especially if you're not gonna let me fastforward back to where I was?

 

fuck sculpture

 

Trying to figure out how to order these elastic shoelaces ("hickies" brand specifically) and how many are in a pack. "Enough for a pair of shoes" no, that is not a number??? My shoes have 7 eyelets each, are there 14 in a pack? Don't make me squint at your promotional images to try and count the damn things just g i v e m e a n u m b e r

 

I can't afford any gaming rig that can play the games I want to play and I don't know when I'll ever be able to :/

 

Could you try slowly acquiring parts? I've been doing that for my soon-to-be computer and, while its taken almost two years, i'm about to buy the last part.

 

Decided to go back to the site I said I was going to leave because there are some users who share my views and some more reasonable right-wingers, but it's currently overrun with people older than my father with about as much grasp of why I'm unemployed as my pet rats have a grasp of mountaineering.

 

That's a good idea.

I think I'm suddenly feeling pressure because I really want to play Mass Effect Andromeda when it comes out. And discovering that even an entry-level video card costs as much as I've ever paid for a full computer in the past. I don't think I can justify the expenditure.

Edit: *blows raspberry at self* I'm exaggerating. Maybe I can find something affordable on Gumtree.

 

Today I have to do the one thing I said I wouldn't do upon being rehired to this job.

 

Today was GONNA be a spoon-recharge day after the horror that was the last two days. Instead I'm getting dragged out Christmas shopping (or, rather, sibling-wrangling while someone else does shopping, which may or may not be worse). Why this.

[Sympathy fistbunp]

 

Found this on facebook today


I would bet good money this guy thinks there's a war on christmas

 

Out-of-touch blockhead telling me how it's my fault I'm poor and fat for not buying some ridiculous piece of kitchen equipment which costs roughly as much as I have to live on per month and using it to make health food to sell to my neighbours which a) they would not want and b) I am not allowed to do without a licence.