Things that are currently annoying you

dang theres an old friend of the family downstairs and i wanna go say hi but theres like four people down there right now and light and noise and my brain is just too brain

 

eigh did i say four i meant five, all three of my siblings and two guests are here, theres lights, theres guitar practice, our house is an echoey cave, something with peppers in it got cooked, im just going to stay up here and hide for a million years

 

Internet's down, because of course it is, and it won't be back tonight, because of course it won't

 

Oh my god Phillips Andover, please fix your wifi. It's unbearably slow.

Spoiler: WIFI OH GOD

 

Whoa, what, you go to Andover?

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go big red! we are, e-x, e-t, e-r! and so on. I don't know, I only went to e/a once, I don't remember the cheers. :P

 

Hey, you go to Phillips Andover? I almost went there.

 

@Bel Capricorn Nice!

 

I actually played hockey for Andover for a long time, so I used to spend a lot of time in the area.

 

Vision in my right eye is a little blurrier than usual. Most of the time, my left eye is 20/15, my right eye is 20/30, and it overall averages to 20/20. But this is enough that I can barely read the timestamps with my right eye.

Spoiler: tmi

also i have been absurdly horny the last couple of days, and i don't even want to calculate how much time i put into mild masturbation while doing other things. libido why this. usually the pre-pms horniness only lasts a day. this is going on 3+

 

Grumpy baby doesn't want to take a nap and is very angry about it. I know it's not her fault but she has some impressive lungs and there's nowhere in the house to hide. And my head hurts.

 

gotta make it through 2 more weeks before my next psych appointment, my mood is stabilized with my meds and I can definitely state that I am not getting worse but I clearly am not on a high enough dose to actually not be depressed. The drawback is now that I am not an emotionless and vaguely suicidal potato sack I have to deal with anxiety all over again and have been lowkey anxious all day and keep freezing up instead of doing things like my homework.

hello darkness my old friend
I've come to talk with you again.

 

COOL. I was going to stay up late tonight and get some work done, but Comcast choked on their own asshole again and the internet will be down until five in the fucking morning. AWESOME. I LOVE IT.

 

13 year old on tumblr: has a huge byf page and extensive list of rules you must abide by if you're following them
13 year old: follows my nsfw blog, disregarding me writing all over the damn thing that i don't want minors to follow me there

 

@sicklyprince because why in the world should the rules apply to them?! They're above that kind of thing of course

 

and then they ended up following my main (not sure if they actually connected the two, since they aren't directly linked to each other at all.) but i went ahead and blocked them on my main, too, since they seemed. very intense about 'no Problematic shipping', among other things, and i figured they probably wouldn't have a good time following my blog then anyway.

 

Cold is just present enough to be annoying (vaguely clouded thinking, congestion) and make me not want to leave the house, not tiring enough that I can sleep the boredom away. Bluuuuh.

 

I seem to be catching every damn thing that is going around the children's ward. Ugh. It's highly annoying.

 

Whoever assigned ctrl+q is a sadist, and I am not a fan.

 

What does it do?

 

It closes firefox, and happens to be next to ctrl+w, which closes the current tab