Current temp: 84f With humidity: 103f Time: 9pm Kill me Why did family decide tonight's the night for outdoor things Like I know sis goes home tomorrow but she wanted to not do this when it was so hot
Mom, Dad, I get that moving is stressful, but I'm here to help you. You're not starting the morning yelling at anyone else who's here to help.
People forget I cannot handle surprise. Even in virtual worlds. Do not change the routine. I will not handle it well.
Entitled asshole SU fans harassed Lauren Zuke off of Twitter and I feel so fucking helpless and tired.
today's Dumb Shit to Get Anxious About: bookmarking someone's fic and immediately freaking out because what if they click through and see all my crap writing. or what if they judge me for [stuff so convoluted I can't figure out how to even word it] brain you are dumb, please shut up, I don't want to delete the bookmark I wish we had a thread for 'stupid stuff I got anxious about today'
i would make it for you but i can't decide which forum it should go in and it makes me anxious to think that i might pick the wrong one.
I had to reinstall XKit and I lost all the Pokemon I'd captured and I'm annoyed. like, I should've expected that to happen, but for some reason I just. didn't.
I fell asleep while listening to the audiobook version of Way of Kings and I missed a part I was looking forward to but I'm also too lazy/something to go back and find it to listen to it.
Menstruation Spoiler: Tmi, blood Especially the past where the time upright it took me to stand, switch to clean pjs, go downstairs, grab a towel, and set the shower up as I like it... was enough for me to drip down to my ankles. And it was like the opening to Dexter or Daredevil when I get in the water. Red spreading out. Ewww.
this other dude at work has to come up with shit to say to people for his entire shift and he just..... starts a sentence and then starts it again and re-takes each bit of the phrase until it sounds good and it's Relateable but really irritating. "It's cloudy today -- so have you seen those clouds-THOSE CLOuds make it seem pretty gloomy-" and then he was rapping for a bit, i wonder if he's gonna use that
*distant sound of me grumbling about that post a week or so ago which was excellent except for like two lines talking about ECT like it was bloodletting*
ex was on facebook and saw that i was liking some posts, pmed me to say hi. we chatted a few minutes, an awkward-feeling, stilted thing where ex kept giving hooks for conversation. ("what's it like back in the usa" to point out that ex is currently in europe, and so forth). i just abruptly lost all spoons for the conversation and closed the facebook tab and all my roleplaying tabs on dreamwidth. i want to play simcity societies or minecraft, something with a game world that i can exert control over...