i’m so disappointed. i should have better standards for this. in a way, i want people to talk to. but i also feel like i’m degrading myself by going to a place where i’m not respected. i request to be taken off post mod in exchange that we don’t talk about what happened before. but i’m also sorry for saying jack doesn’t have a dick. that’s rude and cheap. but i also don’t appreciate being casually disrespected. so i thought it was fair at the time. but that kind of thing can stick with you. i had the idea that with the way people can actually discuss and process issues in this site what i had to say would be well respected. but i don’t have any hope for that at this point. i was directing my feelings toward action again which is a major problem i have.