mettaton legitimately helped me figure out that i'm a boy and looking at him gives me gender euphoria
Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler idc if its selfish of me it does mexa fucking world of good to see bodies with boobs/big hips/vaginas and see he/him/man/male apllied to them in both sexyal and nonsexual contexts. it HELPS me. plebcomics is cis hwy is she even talking about this shit its not her issue to begin with. but HEY ik just a bad fake trans who fetishized myself inyo being trans to begin with probably lol what do i know
Spoiler the discourse over rcdart is starting up in my discord server and i just wanna curl up and hide lolololololol i get it i'm a Bad Gross Trans who needs to shut up and quit spreading my legs because i make the Real Trans look bad
Spoiler indon't know when im gonna get to trabsition. do i just have to go back to hating my body asnd trying to saw my chest off until then. fuck
Spoiler i didbt feel bad until all these critiques ofcthat art started rolling in abd now i feel disgusting and like some kind of sick pervert snd my body is wrong and gross
Can you duck out of the server? Consider blacklisting it all too. You're not gross. I know more than one juicy trans boy with all their factory settings and curves and they're legit boys.
i keep going back to look at it because i can't resist the temptation to look at things that make me feel bad aaaaaaaa i FEEL gross though. like. everyone's talking about how gross the art is and straight up saying "his boobs look gross" and "trans people don't parade around like that" and i feel gross and ashamed and awful
"just make him a gnc woman" now this straight up sounds terfy but everyone in here is trans i don't understand??????????
last post and then i fuck out of here for good Spoiler im sorry to everyone i split on. you didnt deserve that asnd i was heavily out of line im sorry to everyone here who tried to help me just for me to shit all over them ive messaged my boyfriend to tell him im breaking up with him. i told my mom im trans and im not welcome in her home anymore. im on a bus and im relieved that i dont have any ties to anyone any more if im gonna self destruct i might as well go full force about it huh bye i guess im sorry
I hope you come back. A lot of people here are now worried about you, even the people you split on. If you need help or support, you are still welcome here. Please be safe.
I think we've all seen folks split and we can respect that's its a thing that's happens, a thing your brain does. I'm sure many people here feel like I do, that we'd rather see you safe and active. You're a wonderful shark no matter how bad you might feel about yourself rn.
Spoiler im really really afraid that gills might actually be physically dead. that last post sounded as if they were about to attempt suicide. their profile title doesn't help
sorry if i'm jumping in where i'm not wanted, but i heard gills was still active on tumblr? @TheMockingCrows do you have their url?
i realize i've not said much in this situation prior to this, i'd just like people's minds to be put to rest if possible? edit: was given the url and there do appear to be recent reblogs there, so that's hopeful. (could be queued i guess, but let's not hope for the worst.).
im worried too. you dont have to come back if you dont want to but please please be safe. im not mad at you, and as you can see here there are many people on the forum who like you and want you to be okay.