Yeah, i feel you man. Even knowing that people expect you to mess up and bit and that it won't really matter when you do, it can be super nerve racking to learn on the go. I get you not wanting to disclose your brain stuff to strangers, and I think you prolly don't have to to get help. Maybe not from your trainers, but at least a few of your coworkers are bound to have similar issues and would be willing to share some tips.
Ouch, that sucks. On the up side, if you hadn't had a job before you're now eligible to collect unemployment benefits! I think. I dunno, I just found out that that was the deal for my state at least.
Yeh it takes like 21 days at least to process here, with weekly updates on your job search. Pretty obnoxious.
Ah. Well. Hugs if you want them. Wish I could help, but. I'm sorry bro. That sucks and I'm sorry you have to deal with it
What kinda stuff do you write? I'd like to see, if you wanna share. And if your having finance problems, I got some extra cash. I can give you a bit of money. Maybe a commission, if you do those!
What's your AO3 account called? I think there's a market for writing! Freelance writer is a thing, and i know of at least one person on AO3 who writes mostly commisions. admittidly, it's entirely smut, so. Peeps tend to be more willing to pay for custom porn, i think. But yeh, i feel you on inspo.