I mailed out my transcript request form to the last college I need transcripts for for my grad school application!!!!
First therapy appointment down! Gonna get my ADHD medicated and work on that whole "sometimes suicidally depressed" thing
I called a place to get an autism assessment, AND I called elections people and as soon as I scan in a letter and email, I'll be set up to vote in the primaries. And it's only 12:30 :)
Laundry, including washing my bed sheets Shelved my sketchbooks and perler bead containers on the shelf by my little workstation in the living room Reached a good fadeout point for Papyrus and Norm's conversation in WT, so that when some time passes, they'll be free to be wherever Caught up on all my game-related tags in Dreamwidth rp, and the meme tags I cared the most about Made an account with a clever username for Flowey just in case Made a list of things I need to start working on
Yesterday, Laundry and part of an assignment Today: Office hours and part of that assignment, most of the rest of the assignment from Friday, hopefully I'll finish it before I go to bed. Also, got myself ice cream because I deserve ice cream.
Responded to text from dad where he asked how resume workshop went. Answered him, and told him I've had a couple bad weeks, and started metaphoring at him about how I wish I could just take his advice, but harsh words are like unsanded wood railings: little bits break off and get under my skin, and sometimes get infected, and it's bad news. Responded to facebook message from mom, asking if we could get together for brunch or lunch or something while she's in the area. Told her I don't know if I want to because I have a lot of not-happy I haven't processed around her, and I don't think i can do a friendly happy meal without getting some of it out of my system first. Asked if me asking things on facebook, and her answering the ones she's willing to, sould work for her. Then started rambling about soft autism question from therapist, and how that would explain some of difficulties that drove mom up a wall trying to help me with, and how labels are not boxes that limit you, they're calibrating gps to your location so it can help you get where you want to go. Also wished my ex's mother well, since she got in a car accident and we like each other enough to still be friended on facebook after a few years of not seeing each other in person.
I got yelled at. It was incredibly productive and I have food for thought for the next freaking month. Also went to the post office.
Finally got around to changing my name on Facebook from my birth name to the one I've actually been using for ages. And just now I got a text from my cousin of the same age saying congrats and oh no I'm going to tear up, this has basically made my day? ;;
Got up the nerve to call my dad about my taxes. Felt a little bad I couldn't do them myself, but just the description of what I had received from the companies employing me got him to say 'send me some pictures and leave me several business days to crunch numbers.' Freelancing, everybody.
successfully cut husband's hair. he did not turn out looking like a mushroom this time: i researched and did a better job. go me.
Called work to try figure out my schedule, they hadn't made the new one yet so i have to call tomorrow. Watched Interstellar after putting it off for most of the week. Moved my entire computer room in minecraft.
Passed my permit test and (hopefully) got my driver's permit settled at the DMV, despite paperwork difficulties! (۶•̀ᴗ•́)۶ All before noon, even. I'm going to buy some nail polish to reward myself too.
Dragged myself to class this morning, albeit a few minutes late, despite having had an increasingly shitty few weeks brain-wise and feeling pretty determined to just stay in bed as much as possible until my next therapy appointment on Monday. Proceeded to successfully cover some material in said class and spend a good chunk of the day feeling not-completely-shitty one way or another even if I still feel hopeless and at my wit's end about the future. So that's something.
I did so much today everyone!!!! IIIIIIIIIII VACUUMED! Swept the kitchen put up my shower curtain finally LAUNDRY (all two loads!) Took out the garbage ....and... wait for it.... the recycling! I also made it to my psych appointment and filled my scripts.
I did the dishes! I didn't even intend to do them this morning BUT THEY GOT DONE! (long overdue too tbh)
