So, about 4 months ago now, I tried to kill myself and came...horrifyingly close. I won't share details unless requested, but I really did almost die. I was institutionalized for a bit, then was in outpatient, I'm back living my life now with supportive therapy and things are good. But I still feel really bizarre about the fact that I Almost Died. It's so strange and uncomfortable, and I feel like I need to just talk about it, to make it more real. Anyone else out there with similar experiences? Not just suicide necessarily but having your life be in serious danger. What did you do afterwards?