Brain: "you are not enough" Me: "OKAY BRAIN WHAT THE HELL DO I NEED TO DO TO BE ENOUGH" Brain: "get into all the fandoms your friends are in" Me: "Okay well I'll try to-" Brain: "NO! Not like that! You need to get into them organically! You need to derive the exact same pleasure they did when they first got into it!" Me: ........ Brain: "Also yeah you still suck"